I hate myself being like this~
Feeling the urge of self-destruction
Feeling grumpy and irritated
Feeling unable to express myself in proper way
Feeling like hiding away from the crowd, from human beings, from every living creature
coz i'm ashamed of myself being like this...
I am not supposed be like this.
This is not me...
Not me at all!
Who is this possessing my body? my soul? at this very moment...
Get out of here and leave me alone!
I want myself back! Back to how I used to be!
I am not owned by anyone but myself.
Go away! I order you. Don't let me feel you again!
Never. Ever.
Or I can't assure you what I'll do to you.
You'll have to take your own responsiblity!
GO AWAY!
文章標籤
全站熱搜
Hi, Tina Long time no see in the internet. How about you? Where are you now? Still in UK? Or in Taiwan? See your blog & feel you have many reflection about yourself, it 's very good but hope you are OK. Pik Wah
妳應該請聖母媽媽幫妳收妖 要不然就是道士 再不然~就是快把論文寫完 飛回來和我看Dr.誰, 妖怪就會不見了 它就會嗶嗶波波嗶波波! ! ㄍㄧㄣ酸!
Hello! Pik Wah!! How are you doing? So good to see you here! How's everything back in HK? I'm still in the UK, fighting against my dissertation! Can't wait til the end of it and feel better again! I guess i'll be alright, and have to be so. haha. Anyway, thanks for your concern. Hopefully I'll be able to see you soon either in Taiwan or HK. Hope all is well with you :-D 迪兒奸~ 我想聖母媽媽是不信妖這回事 她只知道人會被撒旦的惡念給影響 Plan A不太可行 但我覺得Plan B 很brill~ (brill=brilliant,我想McFly應該也愛用這年輕人的詞) 我正在埋頭拼命論文中 Dr. Who也在書架上想坐飛機回去給你看 畢竟他一生只搭過Police Box藍箱子(呼~噓!呼~噓) 不知道Dr.會不會把飛機當外星人征服